i've been known to have strange dreams. I woke up having a really strange dream that seemed to last the entire night (when in reality I'm sure it only lasted a minute or so).
I went to the doctor for something I can't remember, and they told me that in my scan they found a spot on my liver.
I was to have immediate surgery today. 2 Doctors that I work with a lot in the ICU were going to perform the surgery, one being a cardiologist, which I didn't understand why he needed to be there since it had nothing to do with the heart. There was also my co-worker Ana at the bedside. I was really concerned with them seeing me naked and then having to work with them on down the road and them picturing me naked. I was also really worried about ending up on a ventilator and that I needed to be adequately sedated if I was placed on a vent. I was put out for the surgery and I woke up with my mother lying on a gurney next to me. She had a piece of liver cut out of her heart (don't ask) and she had a midline abdominal incision, while my doctor had made a mistake about my scan and I only had laprascopic little holes.
I had to miss work the next few days, and I was put in the hospital but I had to go to "therapy". "Therapy" was a broadway play that I was to sing this song by Whitney Houston:
Those of you who know me, know I like to pretend I can sing, but will probably never sing in front of a big crowd. I never finished the dream... I can handle getting part of my liver taken out, but singing that big of a song in front of a crowd... yikes.
i'm so going to sell your liver on the black market...
ReplyDeleteI love it sooooo much when you sing that song. It's one of the reasons my life is so wonderful! hahaha
ReplyDeleteSorry about your mom's heart/liver.